Mickeyy =]

listening to happy music does NOT help to make you happy, it’s kinda more depressing. although texts from last night is hysterical i’ve discovered

is freaking awesome =] Hannah Montana the Movie is one of the greatest movies! do the hoedown throwdown!!!! ahh best dance i’m doing it over and over

gahh i’m not even sure what this is but whatever, i’m up and i feel like talking to something that won’t talk back..

wow who knew that i would actually want to go back to clover hill after this summer’s over, it deffinately does not feel like i was there for 4 years. i love that school way too much sometimes haha. i know i need to get away from here, but i’m going to miss a lot of things and i’m kinda scared to leave. andd now i feel like making a list haha

• surprisingly, i’m going to miss dolce. holy crap i’m going to miss it there. this is my one and only job i’ve ever had for the past 2 and a half years and i have learned SO much there i could write a freaking book. the life and lessons of la dolce vita. hahaha i love it i may actually write it.
• cheerleading, tumbling, and especially MY TRAMPOLINE! omg ever since i was 9 i’ve loved cheerleading. no one understands what it does for me but i think i really do need it. it’s the only place where i can meet awesome people..or not.. but either way it’s still fun and always keeps my mind off of what’s going on, which is always a lot. and no matter how hurt i may be next year, i’m trying out for cheering at ODU i feel like it’s where i belong.
• i love my car hahaha enough said here
• welll if you knew what my life is like, which no one outside my family really understands, i’m afraid of losing everyone because that’s just what happens to me all the time. i can’t get too close to anyone because either they die or just walk out. i wish i could trust that my friends weren’t going to leave me after all these changes and everything, hell i’m surprised some of them have stuck around as long as they have which is extremely lucky for me so far =]. godd i really wish i wasn’t like this but it’s all i’ve known.
• although, i’m extremely excited to live near my ultimate best friend jordan, who is basically my sister that lives at the beach 20 mins away =] i’ve missed her here since she moved to florida, but now she’s back here in va and we can see eachother a lot more than once a summer.
• ofcourse i’m going to get hurt a lot, hello i’m michelina you’ll find me at the doctor haha
• and ofcourse, i’m extremely nervous about everything involving school. i know nothing a bout my roommate so living there is probably gonna suck along with the rest of my year while everyone else will be having a great year.

yeahh wow i always need to do this for myself, it’s a lot but i feel a little better now =]